awwww

My friends just had their baby awww 6 pounds 9 ounces awwww can't wait till there are pictures go jake you are a daddy now man!!!!!

all better

So I went to my first counseling session yesterday!!!! Very good I don't know why I was so scared lol I have another next tuesday yay I am so glad and can't wait for more strategies for me to use when I am stressed yay!!!!

Scared

I just signed up to do counseling at ACU starting on Tuesday Sept 1st!!!! Man I am scared not only to try my hardest to talk to someone I don't know but to finally get help scares me a whole lot. I haven't forced myself to get help before and now I wish I had!! I have needed help since middle school but didn't get it now that I am going to I am scared and I don't know why!!!! I should be happy that I finally can get some advice, not that my friends can't give me advice THANKS SO MUCH GUYS LOVE YOU LOTS, but actually get some professional advice and maybe get some techniques of how to lower my stress level in good ways not bad!!!!!! I want to Thank ALL MY FRIENDS for always believing in me and making me feel like I could get through whatever came I just need a little more help these days that's all and I will never stop coming to y'all for help!!! KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS thanks guys!!!

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2 more days baby and so along parents until november heck ya

so back in the states

so I am back in the states I didn't stay in Vienna even though it would have probably been a better idea!!! I had my purse stolen yesterday, I have been fighting with the parents too much, and I am sicker than a dog at the moment damn colds!!!! I had better luck when I was in Vienna then I did here but I only have two more weeks and then back to school so I guess I can live till then lol!!! I had a wonderful time in Vienna and want to go back someday when I can afford it!!! well I am out got some things to do!!!! hope those who read this have a better week then I have had this past week and hope you have a good day!!!

so...

so I haven't written in a while!!!! I am currently in Vienna Austria having the time of my life (I don't want to come back) lol!!!! I will write more later I have class!

change of heart

So last summer I got the chance to work at a summer camp in Dallas Texas. It was a summer camp for children and adults with disabilities. The summer was broken up like this: May 24- July 27 ages 19 and up (we had one that was 60) all of whom were either developmentally delayed (DD) or physically challenged (PC) (alternated weekly between DD and PC), July 5-10 Dual sensory impaired (blind and deaf), and then from July 12- August 1 ages 6-29 (PC and DD alternated weekly. I only worked the first part working with the adults and teens. I had so much fun and learned so much. One thing I learned and had to start to understand is that all PC and DD people are just like us. They can do almost anything the only thing that makes them different is they have a disability. I had to learn not to judge and not to help if they told me they didn't want any help. The reason I am writing this now and I didn't earlier is because I am watching Extreme Makeover Home Edition. It is about a family where the mom adopted 7 girls that have disabilities from no legs to developmentally delayed children. I have seen these disabled people ride horses, swim, do a ropes course everything we can do when they are quadriplegic (don't have any use of any of their limbs) it is amazing what they can do and I have learned not to judge anyone anymore by the way they look or think. I believe that if everyone learned this discrimination against the disabled would disappear. Take this into heart the next time you see a disabled or developmentally delayed person and don't judge them by their disability judge them by their character. Thanks for reading and if you want share this story with your friends.