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so I haven't written in a while!!!! I am currently in Vienna Austria having the time of my life (I don't want to come back) lol!!!! I will write more later I have class!

change of heart

So last summer I got the chance to work at a summer camp in Dallas Texas. It was a summer camp for children and adults with disabilities. The summer was broken up like this: May 24- July 27 ages 19 and up (we had one that was 60) all of whom were either developmentally delayed (DD) or physically challenged (PC) (alternated weekly between DD and PC), July 5-10 Dual sensory impaired (blind and deaf), and then from July 12- August 1 ages 6-29 (PC and DD alternated weekly. I only worked the first part working with the adults and teens. I had so much fun and learned so much. One thing I learned and had to start to understand is that all PC and DD people are just like us. They can do almost anything the only thing that makes them different is they have a disability. I had to learn not to judge and not to help if they told me they didn't want any help. The reason I am writing this now and I didn't earlier is because I am watching Extreme Makeover Home Edition. It is about a family where the mom adopted 7 girls that have disabilities from no legs to developmentally delayed children. I have seen these disabled people ride horses, swim, do a ropes course everything we can do when they are quadriplegic (don't have any use of any of their limbs) it is amazing what they can do and I have learned not to judge anyone anymore by the way they look or think. I believe that if everyone learned this discrimination against the disabled would disappear. Take this into heart the next time you see a disabled or developmentally delayed person and don't judge them by their disability judge them by their character. Thanks for reading and if you want share this story with your friends.

Mad!!!!

So my parents are in town. uggh wish they weren't. so the other night I caught my mom reading my text messages from some of my friends. some of them are just between me and my friends and no one else should see them. this really pisses me off. I am F***** 21 years old why do my parents do this???? I don't understand!!! what do I do????

Yay

so today is my birthday. I am finally 21 years old yay!! plan to party tomorrow yay!!! can't wait

WHY???????????

why do people continually put others down when they know that person is under so much stress that they are about at their breaking point without that put down??? I wish I could change what has gone down in the last 24 hours but I can't just gotta try to make it through another week uggh don't know if I can with how I feel at the moment but I can sure try. I found out that my cousin is sicker than I thought. I have fought up and down with the rents. I have finals next week and a old x aquantince that is contacting me for the first time in two years wanting to amend what happened between us which is unforgivable so ya I am stressed to the max want to throw things and don't know if I can get through another week of school help please help!!!!!!!!!!

uggh finals just shoot me now

I hate finals. I am taking mine next week and my stress level is so high right now just because I know I have finals next week. granit it is not the only thing that is stressing me now but ya I am not wanting to take them next week.

uggh

uggh I need a break from school. I know I had a three day weekend last weekend but need a longer break. I am tired of tests and lectures. Oh well I guess summer is coming pretty soon lol!!!